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He Heals.

The first time I met him, I was fully prepared to only have one date with him. Maybe two.  Later, after returning home from our first date, my mother asked me what his last name was. “Wunderlich,” I said. “Hmmm.  Jennifer Wunderlich,” she purred thoughtfully. “I’m not gonna marry the guy!”  Famous last words.  I’m still […]

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Never Thought I’d Do That

My life has been punctuated with various things I have said which I never thought I would say.  Let’s be honest here; mainly mothering type stuff.  Stuff like:  “Please don’t dance on the magazines.”  “Quit licking your brother.”  “Come stick your hand in the dispose-all.”  Then there is the ever popular “Let me see your […]

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On Drowing @ 37….and making strides at 39.

On Drowning @ 37 Today I drown In sorrow ebbing and flowing over the whole of me Drenching hair and skin dripping from tired eyes and lashes running as tepid blood through a weary heart Smothering and saturating and choking me Today I drown In my own tears–salty as brine wetting my ruddy cheeks Rinsing […]

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The Way It Should Feel

Have I told you that I have a mad crush on Oregon?  Yes. The state of Oregon.  The whole state.  Well, I take that back.  Mainly the north-west part.  But still. The idea that I have strong affections for a piece of geography is a little strange.  And cool. I served an LDS mission to […]

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Daily Gratitudes

First, a thought. “What a peculiar privilege has this little agitation of the brain which we call ‘thought’.” ~David Hume Daily Gratitudes for today: 1.  Rain.  Others wish it away, I am glad it’s here. 2. Dinner, made.  Phew! 3.  My journal.  Loyal companion, friend and closet.  In which I keep all of my skeletons. […]

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A Letter For Hope

Dear Hope, I don’t know your name or your face or the color of your hair.  I don’t know what you smell like or what your laugh sounds like or even how what color you like to paint your nails–if you like to paint them, that is.  I can’t pick you out in a crowd, […]